I want to cry.
I thought I was ready to send them back, but turns out I want more time. I don't want them to be in Kindergarten and 2nd grade. I don't want to get up at 6am everyday for the next 9 months. I don't want to pack lunches every. single. day. I don't want to help them with homework. I don't want to rush through dinner. Ugh.
I DO want to keep my babies as babies. I want to keep them close to me. I want to snuggle in bed til 9am. I want to play games do whatever we want to, whenever we want to do it. I want to be with my boys.
Today and yesterday, Rugby and Riley have been playing SO AWESOME together and playing nice with TJ, too. It's been great. I'm not too thrilled about school starting, I kinda like having them around. Too bad I don't have the patience or drive to do homeschooling. Maybe in my next life....